WTH

By: Bee Cee

Ano ba talaga? Ito ba o iyon?

You're neither hot nor cold.

At times, I don't really get you

and I don't really know what to do.

Can you please be one or the other?

so, I would know what to expect

or at least know how to act

Coz' I don't get you often, that's a fact.

What the heck! I myself ain't perfect,

But at least let me know exactly

If you want this or that or not.

Ang gulo lang sana maging klaro lahat.

Minsan ayaw mong paligoy ligoy

Pero 'pag straight to the point

Naiinis pa din if you can't get it at once

What the heck! Gusto ko na lang mag rant!

Ang sabi mo date tayo, pero the next day...

Haay! You have tons of things to do. 

Got it, bakit ang ending, I was in the wrong?

What the heck! I can only scream in my song.

Can you be steadfast with your words?

Can you be firm with your decisions?

Palagi na lang naiipit at nasisisi

Being clear's what I need you to be.

Just say yes, if that's what you really mean.

And steadfast with your no if you don't mean it to

If you mean otherwise, don't swerve to yes or no. 

What the heck! I'm so tired of you!

INTROVERTED

 By: Mrs. Bee Cee

Despondency for others, are when they're alone,

discouraged and things are fuzzy.

When life becomes tedious, 

uneventful or without variety.

I didn't wish for it though, but yeah,

mainly routinary.

But mostly, I'm swept into a delirium just by seeing the crowd 

and the deafening roar of the city.

The slow dance of recurring hours are tolerable,

Though, sometimes it brings a sense of inner vacancy.

Yes, adventure turns the gray dust into a wildfire. 

Still,  It's comfy being wrapped in the velvet hush of my own company.

To see other people bloom in the company of many,

remains a mystery to me.

Yes, I am carved from a different stone, a distant and detached architecture.

That's the shape of my personality.

Silence maybe a friend to me, but when the world turns quiet and gray, 

others tend to be unhappy.

Stillness may be a bliss and I always find a joy in the brittle song of a leaf.

but for others, a misery.

There is an ache at times trying to learn the choreography of the mob,

yet my heart persists in its own rhythm of solitary.

And the swarm of the masses, oh, he noise, they're suffocating.

Draining all my energy.

So, yes, I may seem despondent to the multitude,

but I am not distress nor unhappy.

I watch the many as if they are a great, unfinished painting, quilted patterns 

and stitches,  and subject in photography.

The glowing sunset, a stir in the breeze, 

blows within me like a surging sea, to keep my spirit free.

But mind you, I am no hater of people, nor do I view 

the presence of a crowd as my enemy.

I just love to do things quietly 

and witness the wild in solitary.

They're convenient, simple

and hassle-free . That's just me so, let me be.

#introvert #introverted #poem #poems

Enamore

By: Mrs. Bee Cee

I went to Munumento

And was robbed by a klepto

Can't blame the dude though

Life's tough and wages too low

It's rough bruh to earn a decent life

Can't buy this and that 'cause prices are high

Or send your kids to a good school, sigh!

It's hard to breathe now, I'm not gonna lie

Open your eyes bruh

Don't be a blind fool, nah! 

Don't let them scam and make you gaga

With their sweet words, don't! na-ah!

You've been used and fooled

You didn't care and thought you were cool

But with wrong choices, you gape and drool

And (you) made us all drown in a pool

Wake up now and move

Don't just nod and groove

We've been used and robbed

It's time bruh! Enough with the mob

Don't just sit there and feel down

Don't cry in secret or frown

While smiling outside like a clown

You gotta move, don't let yourself drown.

With (the)words they utter

They'll try to flatter

They'd deceive you, no matter

To get you and use you whatever

You gotta stand up and be strong

Don't be silent for too long

Speak up, howl like a gong

Let them hear you cry out even through a song

Let's not be quiet anymore

Or regrets will hunt us all the more

No more yes to someone rotten, not anymore!

Love yourself first and others

Let's love one another

Look after each other

We're on the same boat together

Let's not be a fool, no more. Not anymore!

Biography of a poetic girl

08/12/24

Alone at six
Learning things and how to fix.

Life was tough.
At age six, things were rough.

Independent
No time for merriment.

No childhood life to call,
No time to play at all.

In solitude,
She'd watched the multitude.

A young girl who grew up,

Without someone to call up.

She couldn't ask for help,

So, she kept everything to herself.

With pens and notes,

She'd just write unspoken quotes

Quietly, her fears and pains

She'd wail through the strokes of her pens.

When will troubles end?

Someday, mumbling while she looks at the sand.

At teens, things were still difficult.

She prayed for all her troubles come to a halt

But no, 'til now they keep taunting.

At night, she cried, past is still haunting.

A'Tin 2

Poem by Mrs. Bee 2021 nang una kayong marinig Ang mga liriko ng inyong kanta'y nakakakilig 'Di man puro patungkol sa pag-ibig Pero lahat ng kwento'y nakakaantig. "MaPa" na isinulat para kay inay at itay Binigyang respeto sakripisyo nilang tunay Sa kanilang aruga, pagmamahal at gabay Salamat sa pag-alaala sa kanilang mga buhay. Ang ilang musika'y nagbibigay inspirasyon Sa tulad kong halos di makaahon At hirap sa buhay sa dami ng hamon Sa sakit at problemang halos walang solusyon Pero salamat sa inyong inspirasyon! Sa mga melodiyang sa tenga'y may sensasyon Nakakapagpasaya at minsa'y nakakaiyak Pero minsa'y makabuhay dugo at napapaindak Regalo sa 'kin ang SB19 at alam ko sa ibang A'tin din Simple man o puno ng gulo ang buhay natin Masaya naman makita't marinig lang ng A'tin Mga musikang sumasalamin sa buhay natin. Mapatindera ng KALAKAL o sino man ay nakikitang May ALAB sa puso ang pakiramDAM ng bawat isa TILALUHA, tanging nasasambit sa lungkot at saya Ng musikang naging ILAW sa daang halos di makita. At kung ayaw ng iba sa kanila, di 'wag nyo! "DUNGKA!" sigaw ng A'tin. H'wag ka dito! Sa mi'y saya ang dulot ng kanilang liriko Dasal nami'y matunaw din ang NYEBE mong puso! At sana balang araw din ay makita mo Busilak at GENTO ang kanilang mga puso Ang MAHALIMA hatid ay ligaya sa A'tin (atin) HANGGANG SA HULI, kita kits sa homecomin'

#SB19 #A'tin #mahalima #low-keyA'tin #low-keypoet #poet #introvert

Misery

By: Mrs. Bee

Haven't been myself lately (I'm) acting indifferently Maybe it's because you're gone Our love has ended, it's done I tried to keep quiet I tried to keep my cool But deep inside my heart I'm crying like a fool You left me, you break me Now, I'm lost (and) almost empty. People thought I've moved on They just didn't see How heartache's killing me I want to forget you But I couldn't, what should I do? How do I live now? I don't really know how We've been together for long 'Til now, I still want you all day long But, still I will go on Though, I hadn't moved on I will just try to hide The pain I'm dealing inside It'll be hard, I know But I have to live on This heartache will be over soon. Things will be better, someday, I know, I'll move on.

NO LONGER

BY: MRS. BEE CEE

 

I used to live such an empty life Searching for something I couldn't find Didn't have directions, coz life was so unkind I thought I was okay, I thought it was just fine. Until you came, you opened up my eyes You help me see things beyond these lies You filled my life with colors and happiness Now, I don't need to dwell in loneliness. Bye bye! to the old me. Your love has changed the whole me. I'm no longer sad and empty You brought so much joy in me. I'm not alone and searching anymore No more lonely nights just like before I don't have thoughts of me longing inside Because now, you're here, you're here by my side.