Misery

By: Mrs. Bee

Haven't been myself lately (I'm) acting indifferently Maybe it's because you're gone Our love has ended, it's done I tried to keep quiet I tried to keep my cool But deep inside my heart I'm crying like a fool You left me, you break me Now, I'm lost (and) almost empty. People thought I've moved on They just didn't see How heartache's killing me I want to forget you But I couldn't, what should I do? How do I live now? I don't really know how We've been together for long 'Til now, I still want you all day long But, still I will go on Though, I hadn't moved on I will just try to hide The pain I'm dealing inside It'll be hard, I know But I have to live on This heartache will be over soon. Things will be better, someday, I know, I'll move on.

NO LONGER

BY: MRS. BEE CEE

 

I used to live such an empty life Searching for something I couldn't find Didn't have directions, coz life was so unkind I thought I was okay, I thought it was just fine. Until you came, you opened up my eyes You help me see things beyond these lies You filled my life with colors and happiness Now, I don't need to dwell in loneliness. Bye bye! to the old me. Your love has changed the whole me. I'm no longer sad and empty You brought so much joy in me. I'm not alone and searching anymore No more lonely nights just like before I don't have thoughts of me longing inside Because now, you're here, you're here by my side.

Clandestine

November 19, 2019

As the wind blows gently
The relentless stared farther
And like a flowing river
Why'd you left to go yonder?

I often see your smiling face
Yet no one perceived behind is sadness
Can't deny it has made me wonder
Why is it so? Why is it, brother?

A smile that heals an aching heart
Oh, how I love to see a such
One grin eliminates the hurt,
Your laughter echoes in my heart

Your friendly greetings, hugs and smile
Warms someone's mind and heart
Yet furtively succumbed to loneliness
You never showed any signs of sadness

Please speak. Talk to me, will you?
But you're gone now...
Don't know where to find you.
Why you didn't let me hear you?

Nonetheless. I could only whisper.
In the wind, I utter hopes and pray'r
It hurts so bad, my heart yearns for you.
But maybe, somehow, you're happy too.

Longing to see you, yet, I hope for peace.
That somehow, in your resting place
You're now enjoying your tranquility.
No longer relentless, perhaps, lying in serenity....





(For a friend, a brother now resting in peace)

DUSK

By: Mrs. Bee











What is lurking behind the beauty,
That marauders of youth would love to steal?
No one is above the year's sanction
Nobody is entitled for exclusion.

The wrinkles around her enervating eyes
Speak about the laughters and tears in her years
The gray strands crowning that one beaut of a hair
Where deriding human eyes would dare to stare

The potency of youth that cluctched on
In dilemma she have called forth wisdom
Strength where have you gone?
The juvenile bustling rushing for freedom.

The once straight sturdy legs
Bowed and weak, ruffled and slow
Back arches and often aches
A pair of eyes devoid of glow.

But nonetheless, as rainbow fades
The glory dwindles and the beauty vanish
The ecstasy beyond the years of the wrinkled
Can sometimes be loud, mysterious and muffled

Yet overall, fulfillment dwells inside
Beyond the gray hair acuity and joy resides
No matter how wrinkled and frame becomes frail
Her prudence will be told like an old rousing tale

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~~Para kay nanay kong mahal~~

ILLUSION OF LIGHT

Countless night I wondered

When will the dawn come? I uttered

Sorrowful heart, exhausted mind,

Alone, left behind.

An illusion of light

Somewhere within the night,

Stars will peek from the sky,

Tomorrow the sun will stop the weeping and the sigh.

But the illusions of light are at all no illusion

You came illuminating life's distraught condition

Your countenance is brighter than the sun

The stars luminescence is nothing compare to You, the One.

One day in Your court

Where freedom resides from trouble of some sort

I will gaze at Your radiance

This is my hope and my stance. 

But since life is not yet through

Stand for him to be the light

In the darkest of the night

Behold! His light is shining oh, so bright!

GIVEN GRACE                                            
By: Mrs. Bee

The world may not be a perfect place to live in serenity 
But "The earth is the LORD's and everything in it," 
And that for me is enough to give Him my praise with all humility. 
And in worship and gratefulness I will bow down, i'm part of it and of His family. 

In debt to this breath of life He gave me, I live working out my best 
So in my grave, as I close my eyes i'd be peacefully at rest 
Knowing that i have done what the Sovereign One requires of me 
Living life excellently to give glory to Thee. 

Though I don't live in plain or in the city without sorrow and pain 
And perhaps, tranquility may be far from this world 
But with my Father from His hiding place, 
Showered me love and so much of His grace. 

And soon, on my appointed time of meeting Him in His dwelling 
There, with joy i'll be at home with Him, no pain, no injustice, no more weeping, 
No corruptions,no poverty, no hopelessness,
No deceptions, no sarcasms, no more loneliness. 

Because with Him, and His will, everything is perfectly in order 
Just like the stars arrayed in the sky so vast gave us light at night 
So as His glory shines upon those who's with Him, illuminating each corners of heaven 
And in awe to His wonders i'll utter, "thank You Lord, for the grace to me you've given." 

LORD, thank You for Your GIVEN GRACE. 
Because You're with me, though in the world i experienced so much pain 
I knew from the start Your rainbow appears after the rain 
And from then, a new beginning will reign, a new grace to me will be given.